account of me #3

I played basketball today, only four people.

And there left three.

And left both of us.

I tried to talk, and make play a game. and as i can see, it was super boring.

She took her phone and left me immediately.

I followed, but she kept a constant distance of 2 meters away.

wow~

Now I wonder, is this series of note appropriate to be labeled as good-friend-changes?

First, good friend forgives.

But she has not.

Second, good friend accepts.

But she did not. Once I irritate her, and no longer able to make her laugh and have fun, she left me. wow~

Third, good friend do not lie.

She did. Obviously, conspicuously.

Hey hey~ yo yo~

But whatever okay.

Do you know why moon can only orbit around the earth?

Because she is enjoying playing around and teasing and confusing the earth. She won't ever once lose her tangential speed so that the earth cannot capture her. once the earth is no longer satisfactory, she will stop glowing.

I love chicken rice~~!

Performance, hey ho!

Hey yo!

Today I went to a performance for Krishna's company.

I thought I was late, because the sound check supposed to start at 5 p.m.

But it had not arrived until 6.10.....

While waiting, there was a waitress. They said she is sweet. I do. ^^

So in the end I rushed to set the things up. After things done, we ate chicken rice.

It costs the payer $25++ each. OMG.

And there it goes, a conversation with someone with extreme shit-tiness.

And the victim was the waitress.

And I regained my strength. :D

It was so fun:

1. I performed in front of VIPs from various countries.

2. I got free nuts

3. I got free soft drink

4. I got free chicken rice, boneless.

5. The fact that there were two pros in girl matters. XD

6. And whatever imagination we thought about. Very nice~~

Glory to God.

He is good, undeniably, timeless, and sincere.

Account of me #2

I went to church today, and I could not practiced properly in the morning.

During the pre-service prayer, I cried out to Him. And I felt relieved.

after I went back, I was in a strange mood of playing drum in dining hall.

So straight away, I went there and play. It was hot, I sweated, but I still continued.

After sometime, suddenly I felt bored.

So I walked back to Morrison

I was about to enter, and by some arbitrary chance, she came out of her block and called me.....

-.-

Wow, she smiled to me, so I smiled back.

Since she seemed to be in good mood, I talked to her.

She answered me...

After a while, really short, she told me that she just won a competition, for $50.

Wow, she actually DID tell what she went through today to me.

I congratulated her, and we parted.

Wow, I said, that was fast.

Honestly, there is still some scare, so I still keep maximizing my sensitivity level.

There is hope then.

I believe the time will come.

Account of me #1

Today, I went for GP remedial, and there, I returned her squash rackets I borrowed the previous day.

I returned, I said thank you, she said yeah, but still disgusted to look at me; as if she would get a blinding eye-sore as soon she sees me... The door was more pleasant.

I played badminton.

I still felt the awkwardness in front of her. Perhaps I am still afraid of her contempt towards me.

Honestly, I am scared. And reluctant.

and scared if her feeling became worse.

...

She was still playing badminton, and thus, I went to play in the empty squash court.

Not so long, she came.

She asked for the racquet, without words; she only extended her arm, no words, no smile.

Then she left immediately, as if I am invisible.

..

At least I tried to limit the amount of time I talked to her; only when necessary.

Or perhaps too little amount, as if I abandoned her as my friend.

So she still in that disgusted mood towards me.

I just met her after the change anyways.

But to be honest, I still failed to act normally and spiritedly in front of her.

Too bad. So sad.

I will do my best the next time.

I believe the change will come.