Another random poem of mine

ah ah
I wonder why suddenly I become damn poetic.
Even my random friend said that I'm cheem....
They dont know that there is an instant one-click Dictionary on my com maybe.
hhehehe
anyway, here it is

prognostication is a divine eternal bestowal
strife to the end, to the end my boy
even if u miss it, to you, another come shall
to Him, all you have; no coy

ah ah
a bit religious though

Joy of Christmas

Yay, it is Christmas at last!!!!
I just realize, something is lacking. Is it the presents? The Santa? The Party? The Greetings? The FOOD?

No, its about nothing but my friends. Yes, that lonely feeling is strong; left out by friends from my previous schools (they have never really been my friend though). Is it sad? Yes, I say, definitely.
Is it obvious why they ignore me perpetually? Yes, I say, crystal clear; I was an asshole, back then, or perhaps hitherto. Or maybe no, because forgiving people is freaking hard for everyone, especially to those people who bugs everyone often whom forgiveness are to be given to again and again.

It is just unusual though. It is just a sudden snap on my mind. Where the heck are they? The people whom I have tried to approach to, though they are never as stubborn to everyone but me?
Can I be mad at them? Yes, of course, but who cares? The indifferent will forever be it.
Mistakes of mine of this is forever incorrigible, approaching the ignoring, leaving behind the accepting.
As a result, both parties shall hate me; the pinched in the no man's land between them.

### Shouldn't be an emo post. Dont worry!!!!

Then, I came to this church that I always attend to when I am in Indonesia for holiday. Hey, praising God in the midst of 22,000 people is amazing!!!!
I was quite disappointed when we came a bit late and thus, we sat at the back; to far from the stage. But in that very point of place I realized; the Holy stadium is EXTREMELY BIG. And damn!!!! It was full..... of people of course, shouting praises to the Holy Name.

After that, there was this performance from Bandung. It was VERY NICE! I LIKE!
OK. or should I say, DAMN IMBA performance.......

After everything; the Marching band, the whatever breathtaking performances, we went back.

####

However I came in disappointment, I went back with joy. If I could shout, I would have shouted, "God, this is what I need!!!!! Everything else is a lesser joy! But You are the real one!"
However, I was still afraid if 22,000 people stare at me at the same time with amusement, so I did not shout....

That's all I can share. If I miss something, I will just edit this post. Wuahahahahaha.

Other random photos

Hmm, just found some weird ones in my pict. folder....

Siva

Another Siva

Another siva

Another Siva (hey, he wasted my com memory!)

Whatever u call it.....

Another random poem of mine

this is another emo poem.
coz I was waitin' for this one person, who took FOREVEr to respond to what I am doing.

-Like in another world I wait
-but wait comes to wait
-another bait, another wait
-wait for a snap, for another wait

My other weird poem

This one quite emo...

-Just a say
-Would you come please?
-But they, those indifferent, say nay
-A last chance, but brings no peace...

My new weird poem

-kind of hindered and somewhat smoke-screened by some entities
-deep down from the hole of those who flees
-a suppa feminist, megalo boy
-and a burnt sauce of soy

weird, isn't it?
don't ask me why though about the soy...

Seems like some scandalous case, isn't it?

Together we STAND!!!

Masked me...

MR Bean in the formal dinner
(While doin' the Heroes' spirit walk)

Fresh brand new muggY club

Literature at RI-JC

Dude!
After the incorrigible discouragements from the whole school to me, I decided to forget about it.
...
About a week ago, I made a promise that if my EL EOY is below 60%, Literature will just something to forget. And it turns out I got 56.6666..., which is 57%.

Then, I got a news of moderation. One of which is 3% increase in EOY's mark....
Weird, isn't it?

Literature at RJC

During the past few days, I decided to take lit in RJC. I was very sure about it.
But then came the sign "Dude, forget about it. You are not for it!"

When I saw Mrs. Rossie Smith, my EL remedial teacher who also a lit teacher, she said that 'She strongly discourages me from taking Lit.' Coz my EL s*ckz.....

Then, I made a promise to myself, if my EL EOY got less than 60%, I won't take that very subject.
And what I got? 56%!!!!!!!!
(But thaks God I did not fail. O my sonnnn, I got into RJC!!!!!!)

SPasticity level from 1 to 10?
Answer : 11

Singapore's today in past angle of view...

During Assembly in RI

The 'nggatelis' (weirdossssz)

During roll call.... RIB
(this one was the damn organized one)

My distorted face...#3

My distorted face, and others#1

My distorted face.... #2

We didnt go beach to take this pict.

FREAKossss...

One of the Japanese school.
Not as big as RI, but damn nize!!!

Damn nice pattern.... (Lockers)

My distorted face...#1

David and I, after playing 'madly' in a church' special event....

A set meal I had in Japan
Undeniably mouth-watering...

(though they said the curry looks totally like a diluted sh*t...)

Concert hall owned by one Japanese school
Freaken big

Arek2 Surabaya @ Raffles Institution (1)

It is strange tough.



I still remembered that at the beginning of the year, I wished that I will not meet any random entities again in my life, but it was proven that some unidentified group of people, 3 weeks ago, were accidentally exchanged with at my school's students....



It is actually OK for me to be given a task for just dragging them all around Singapore until they say, "I have no more money," or, "I am BORED. Let me go back to the hostel and sleep..." But what i could not easily easily is the maddened questions from the my beloved fellow Singaporean. This is the common dialogue that I usually encountered :



Me : Oh, yeah! For the next two weeks I could make friends with the people from my own home country.

Singprs : Any of them beautiful?



Sometimes it would stop after I said that I have not known any, but usually the talk went on like this :



Singprs: Any of them beautiful?

Me : Dunno.. Haven't seen any of them.

Sng: (non-sense) Are the girls HOTTT?????
Or
Sng: (full-of-stupidity) Can you introduce me to the pretty one(s)?
Or even sometimes
Sng: Do the girls have big 8**bs? (Anyway, why the b**bs?????)

And i usually ended up with saying:

I : (lazy) Dunno... Haven't seen any of them THOROUGHLY....



After a while I started thinking that may friends have all turned lustful because of 4 years in a no-girl-but-female-teacher society in RI.



****



At the first week, the tour for the exchange students was held on Sunday. At that point of time, what I want is just to be together with them with a cocky purpose, to know them 'better'.

Although it is raining, i just wanna come.

Although I have a bone fracture, I just wanna come.

Although I don't wanna come, I just wanna come...... Lol!



But, on the other hand, i also did not want to not come to the church. I could just go to church at Saturday so I would be free at the next day just by not coming to the additional English lesson in the afternoon. But the slam from the National champion of judo should be quite painful for me, so I decided to only give up everything to God.

Then I took an initiative to tell Mrs. Cathy, the high majesty president director of my English course. I was damn worried because she did not come at the beginning. So, I decided to call her, and I thought the conversation would go on like this :

Me: Mam, is it possible for me for not attending the supplementary class?
Mrs.Cth: What?? How could you ask me for such foolish question??? DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOUR GUARDIAN????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: Sorry mam..... My apologize, mam..... I did not mean it, mam.... Screw ya, mam......(Of course not!!!!)

While waiting for her, I started to think about calling her. Yes!! I did not want to take a risk of her for not coming. I was lazy to ask my ordinary-and-usual-with no-rank teacher, so I tried to ask her majesty's number from my friends. But due to uncertainties and random chances, no one has it.....

*****

My worry had been starting to accumulate. I was afraid, blood-sweating, terrified, anxious, in despair, tortured, and so on. What I want was just an excuse!!!!!!! I started to ask everyone in my class, other classes, in the boarding, my juniors, people in the street (????), and many more about how and what would happen. It was just very excruciating for me.

In my despair I could not do anything. How can I persuade her???? Is that possible? Will I succeed if I take off my clothes while begging to he for a permission??? Ah.. It was just so hard...

Unexpectedly, she came to my class like a pop up in the Internet. I said, "Liberty!!!!!!" very loudly........... in my heart. But again, I was afraid that she would be maddened. aAAAAAA.....

But, after that, I heard the most heart-stopping and breath-taking sentence that afternoon...
\She\
/said,/
" The afternoon class is CANCELED, because a lot of common tests are coming up... Thank you"

@0@

Oh my GGGGGoooooDDDD!!!!!!!!! WHy did I waste my effort to stay alive in despair?????