Another random poem of mine

ah ah
I wonder why suddenly I become damn poetic.
Even my random friend said that I'm cheem....
They dont know that there is an instant one-click Dictionary on my com maybe.
hhehehe
anyway, here it is

prognostication is a divine eternal bestowal
strife to the end, to the end my boy
even if u miss it, to you, another come shall
to Him, all you have; no coy

ah ah
a bit religious though

Joy of Christmas

Yay, it is Christmas at last!!!!
I just realize, something is lacking. Is it the presents? The Santa? The Party? The Greetings? The FOOD?

No, its about nothing but my friends. Yes, that lonely feeling is strong; left out by friends from my previous schools (they have never really been my friend though). Is it sad? Yes, I say, definitely.
Is it obvious why they ignore me perpetually? Yes, I say, crystal clear; I was an asshole, back then, or perhaps hitherto. Or maybe no, because forgiving people is freaking hard for everyone, especially to those people who bugs everyone often whom forgiveness are to be given to again and again.

It is just unusual though. It is just a sudden snap on my mind. Where the heck are they? The people whom I have tried to approach to, though they are never as stubborn to everyone but me?
Can I be mad at them? Yes, of course, but who cares? The indifferent will forever be it.
Mistakes of mine of this is forever incorrigible, approaching the ignoring, leaving behind the accepting.
As a result, both parties shall hate me; the pinched in the no man's land between them.

### Shouldn't be an emo post. Dont worry!!!!

Then, I came to this church that I always attend to when I am in Indonesia for holiday. Hey, praising God in the midst of 22,000 people is amazing!!!!
I was quite disappointed when we came a bit late and thus, we sat at the back; to far from the stage. But in that very point of place I realized; the Holy stadium is EXTREMELY BIG. And damn!!!! It was full..... of people of course, shouting praises to the Holy Name.

After that, there was this performance from Bandung. It was VERY NICE! I LIKE!
OK. or should I say, DAMN IMBA performance.......

After everything; the Marching band, the whatever breathtaking performances, we went back.

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However I came in disappointment, I went back with joy. If I could shout, I would have shouted, "God, this is what I need!!!!! Everything else is a lesser joy! But You are the real one!"
However, I was still afraid if 22,000 people stare at me at the same time with amusement, so I did not shout....

That's all I can share. If I miss something, I will just edit this post. Wuahahahahaha.

Other random photos

Hmm, just found some weird ones in my pict. folder....

Siva

Another Siva

Another siva

Another Siva (hey, he wasted my com memory!)

Whatever u call it.....

Another random poem of mine

this is another emo poem.
coz I was waitin' for this one person, who took FOREVEr to respond to what I am doing.

-Like in another world I wait
-but wait comes to wait
-another bait, another wait
-wait for a snap, for another wait

My other weird poem

This one quite emo...

-Just a say
-Would you come please?
-But they, those indifferent, say nay
-A last chance, but brings no peace...

My new weird poem

-kind of hindered and somewhat smoke-screened by some entities
-deep down from the hole of those who flees
-a suppa feminist, megalo boy
-and a burnt sauce of soy

weird, isn't it?
don't ask me why though about the soy...